The Blog of clayantony

wow,this week has come & gone in a flash,I'm not moaning though,the quicker the weekend arrives the better.

i have had a quiet couple of days,& they have also been beer free days,....but tomorrow is Friday!

i was at work this morning working on the scaffold when i heard two hollow thumps,after a second or two i turned round to see what was going on below me on what is a fairly busy main road,...there was a cat that had been hit by a car,the cat was in a bit of a state.it was trying to run off but couldn't use its left rear & front legs,it was just going round in circles & falling flat on its face.the car that had hit it just sat there,the driver just watched the poor creature suffering in the middle of the road,the was a queue of about ten cars behind the car.the driver just waited for the cat to get out the way & drove off,followed by all the cars behind him,i was amazed that nobody got out to show the cat any help or sympathy.i quickly got down from the scaffold & had to physically stop a driving instructor off all people from running the cat over again as it crawled onto the opposite side of the road onto oncoming traffic.i went to pick the cat up & it went for me,it was well freaked out,i had to grab it by the scruff of the neck to get him off the road,onto the pavement & try to calm him down.as i was doing this a police car came by so i chased it up the road & when i caught up with them i told them what had happened,there were a male & female officer in the car,the woman just told me to kill the cat if i thought it was suffering too much,i couldn't believe my ears.i managed to talk them into taking the cat away to a vet,but they didn't really want too.i had to put the cat in a box or they wouldn't touch it.

they came back to the job later that day & informed me that the cat had been taken from the vets to some kind of animal hospital & that it was going to be OK,apparently the cat had been really well looked after,when i saw it never had a collar i thought it must just be a stray,it looked rather scruffy.I'm not really a cat person but i wouldn't let any animal just suffer in the middle of a road while countless other people just drove by,..i cant believe how heartless people can be.

on a lighter note,my son took the first part of his royal marines interview today,I'm glad & proud to say he feels it went well.he has two more interviews yet,they have already asked when he was thinking of signing up!

as for me,I'm fine.have been rather sober the last few days & am sleeping very heavily,i have been having some rather naughty dreams too,..but thats my business.

song of the day:the eels,rags to rags.     

wow,where have i been for nearly five days,i cant even remember.went for a Chinese meal with my son Friday night,mmmmmm,i could live on king prawn curry with soy sauce,but i don't think it would do much for my waistline or heart.my son is luvie-dovied right up at the moment,i saw him walking through town holding his girlfriends hand,he had that really proud look on his face that you only get when your walking out with that really special someone,I'm not really into public acts of affection,but that doesn't mean i have anything against affection myself,i make sure that all the people i love know how i feel about them,..even you,lol!

obviously on returning home after seeing my son i went on to get absolutely drunk.i stayed up till the early hours watching dvd's,namely bladerunner,blood diamond & meet Joe black,all are really good movies.

i didn't get up till gone lunch time Saturday,i felt,as you can imagine,really hammered & rather sketchy.the first thing to greet my eyes on going down stairs was my father & a friend already drinking in my garden,i had a quick sausage sandwich & joined them.my son & my uncle came round too.i was pleasantly surprised by my sons visit,it must be like only the second time he has visited me.we fired up the BBQ & had a day of drinking in the sun,working hard on this mornings hangover.

i was tempted for a beer earlier but think i really need a day off of it,today will be a day of chilling & laziness.i will mess around on the computer & watch some TV,roast a  chicken,boil some vegetables & feast on my own.thats me today.  

had a pretty good day at work today,was working with the carpenter & we get along just fine.i was a bit down today,i was worried that i might have upset my old boss,been thinking about it all day,it made me low.i had a dental check up today,my teeth were OK,good,when i was a bit younger i seemed to always be having stuff done to my teeth,it really twisted my Mellon.after i left the dentist i ran into my old boss's wife's brother,(bloody hell,that was a mouthful)i asked him if i had offended the guy in any way,he said he didn't think so & if i did i would soon find out,..this kind of made me laugh,it cheered me up for some reason.

just after this i went round to see my son,his mother answered the door in her slip,uurrgh,unpleasant,..she had just got out of the bath but i could tell by her eyes she had been drinking fairly heavily,.a drinker can always spot a drinker.my son & i went out for a subway & sat down the beach chatting & having quite a laugh,I've never tried the older person looking down on him thing,i mess around with him just like someone his own age.even when i have to put him straight i dint give it the big farther thing.

my son has told me that his mother has cervical cancer,her mother had a hysterectomy years ago so I'm guessing she had the same thing.until his mother tells me herself i will take the information with a pinch of salt.his mother is always feeding him lies or half truths when she is drunk,some of it he believes,some of it he doesn't,....he believes this to be true.

no beers tonight thank yer very much,i really need a few dry out days.i am really full of subway melt & coke at the moment,......mmmmm,coca cola,i think beer tastes horrid,but coke tastes nice,it just doesn't get you drunk.

its nearly 9pm,I'm just about to have a cigarette then watch "the saint" on TV in bed,damn this rock & roll lifestyle.

song of the day: I'm a broken heart by the bird & the bee.

well,i got really drunk last night,but thankfully didn't make too much of a fool of myself.it was my last boss's 60th birthday party,there was a really good turn out for him,it was quite a night,quite a few people who i hadn't seen in ages,..i even got dragged onto the dance floor by a beautiful woman,well,actually it was my mothers best friend who is more like an aunt to me,first time I've danced in years.i met up with a group of people before hand,family & family friends at a bar round the corner from the party.when i first got there i couldn't stop my left hand shaking,it was really weird,it kind of freaked me out a bit.I'm not sure if it was nerves or the previous nights beer having an effect on me.i tried my best to cover it up,i think i got away with it OK.i had to use my right hand to drink with,being left handed i found this a bit awkward.after a couple of drinks i relaxed a bit more & it went away.

there was a dated picture of my old boss in skin tight swimming trunks above the disco,i drunkenly told my old boss he needed to get some bollocks (nuts) to fill those trunks,...i may have pissed him off a bit,I'm not sure,i hope i didn't.i am not in the business of deliberately getting on peoples nerves.

when i got home at about 1am i carried on drinking till god knows what time & didn't get out of bed till 10,i felt really hammered,i have had a nasty hangover all day,..that'll teach me,....well probably not.

song of the day:metronomic underground by stereolab

wow,its Sunday already,where have the last few days gone.

took my son to see hell boy 2 on Friday night,its a really good film,i enjoyed the first one too.we went to the cinema at 5 o clock,i thought it would be really busy,i hate it when you cant get a decent seat,at the back next to the isle,but it was almost empty,you could really slouch out & relax & enjoy the movie.sonny is back to college soon,i think he is bored out of his mind & has split up from his on/off girlfriend,says he left her,..i don't know,i think he just lies to me most of the time.i brang up the subject of getting a part time job,sonny is strangely allergic to this subject,..he quickly becomes uncomfortable when it is raised,he gets very restless & awkward when asked if has been looking for a job lately,he said that he was way too busy to work at the moment,spoilt brat.silly me,i still gave him some pocket money,I'm way too soft.when i got home from seeing my son i had a few beers,not many though.

watched fight club on dvd Saturday afternoon whilst having a few beers,i ain't seen fight club in ages,its one of my all time favorite films,i love the character of Tyler durden(brad Pitt),his attitude is spot on & has actually influenced me over the years.i ended up getting really drunk.took some OK photos around the house & of fight club(still paused the dvd)& uploaded them to the picture site i belong to.

got up this morning feeling very much the worse for wear,the price you pay for drinking so much.i have a 60th birthday party tonight & am feeling a bit dubious about it,i haven't been to a party in years & there will be loads of people that i haven't seen in ages at this place,i will have to put my sociable head on,..I'll hopefully be fine after a few drinks.my shyness is something i have learned to cover up,but something i have never grown out of.i dread social gatherings,i feel really awkward in such situations,i will be careful not to get too drunk,..& not to dance to stupidly!

ended up getting really drunk yesterday evening,silly billy!,i felt a bit hammered this morning i must admit,have felt really tired out all day.

good to be back to work after my extended weekend,its been monkey work today,just filling skips(metal rubbish container)all day,..brain off!

i am very,very sober tonight,i could not face a beer,the thought of it is just,..aahhh!.i shall wake up full of the joys of spring tomorrow & have a damn good day at work,..& thats a fact.

my bed is calling me really loud,its not taking no for an answer,i must go to it right now,..it is 9:30 pm after all,..wow my rock & roll lifestyle eh.meet ya in dreamland.

song of the day:perhaps whales singing to help me sleep.     

yesterdays weather here was awful,just as i was leaving the house to head out to work i had a text message from my boss,leave it for today,just as well i turned my phone on so early,alot of the time i dint turn it on till i get to work.my boss is really cool,we get along just fine,as long as you pull your weight at work,be honest & show a little respect you can get away with anything,i actually really like him,there cant be many people with that attitude.

so,i had a nice day off yesterday,even though the weather was absolutely horrid,i called my son at about 10 am to see if he fancied a subway lunch with his old man & I'm pleased to tell you he jumped at the chance.we had an early lunch,about 11:30.we drove to a hill that overlooks our city.there are some great views from up there,my home town/city is surrounded by water,its like an island really but has three large bridges that have dual carriageways & motorways/highways bridging people & their vehicles in & out of this place,..all of the bridges cross water,..obviously!  like i was saying from the top of the hill you can see the whole city,its really weird,from up there it looks so small,its my whole world.you can drive round the outskirts of the city in about half an hour.

after lunch i came home & messed about on my computer for a while before the inevitable beer thirst hit me,ended up sinking quite a few beers.

& now its Tuesday,& low & behold i have another day off,the weather is still horrible outside but it will break tomorrow & i shall be back at work.

my picture taking must be slowly getting better,the other week i was awarded two medals for artistic expression for two pictures i had taken,this Sunday i was awarded two winners awards for another picture i took,they don't mean much i guess,but i felt a bit proud of myself i must admit,up to 5,000 pictures a minute are uploaded onto the site,feels great that out of all those a few people like my pics.

its just passed 10 am here & am thinking about beer already,..not so good.

song of the day(so far):stereolab,wow & flutter.

wow,what a fast week so far.have been painting at work all week,easy work.

i ran into an old friend today,it was the first person I've seen in ages who was really pleased to see me,we talked for ages catching up on old times & that kind of who is up to what conversation,..i thought a week ago that i had no friends left,the last few days have shown me different from that,some people are still interested in me,..this is something i find very uplifting & also very flattering.

was meant to see my son last night but when i phoned him his mobile/cell was turned of,..always a fairly bad sign.i try not to chase or hassle people,if they ain't there when they said they would be then thats that,perhaps they changed their mind,i could never be comfortable with forcing myself upon anyone.anyways my son & i are now meant to be going out to an Indian restaurant for a meal on Friday night,i have given him the choice of the"blue cobra" or the"Indian cottage",two of my cities finest Indian restaurants-either way it will be great grub,..mmmmm,garlic chilli chicken balti,something to enjoy Friday night,Saturday morning i will be crapping for england! lol,..the price you have to pay.

i have been using a sandwich shop up the road from where i have been working & have noticed a woman who works there checking me out,..i have noticed this because i have been checking her out to,shes about my age,short blond hair,always in a black t-shirt,about my age,..first woman I've fancied in ages!

song of the day:Edie brickel & the new Bohemians,I'm not aware of too many things...

today has been a good day,from the time i got up to the time i came home.

i was filling the ground i dug out over the last few days with concrete,being helped by young Darren,my right hand man,or if you like,my laborer.nobody has ever taught me anything,everything i have ever learnt at work i have learnt off my own back by watching other people & then copying them & making my own version of what they have done.today i thought i would teach Darren how to pour concrete,how to spread it,how to level then finish it.i spent all of five minutes showing him the technique of laying a foundation,..it may seem like nothing to you,.i guarantee you it is a lot harder than you think,i gave Darren the tools & let him get on with it,..he did really well.i made three tons of concrete for him,he laid just over 14 meters at a depth of between 225 mm to 500 mm,he laid it better than men I've seen who are 50 yrs old & have seen it done many times-good for him,..he took his theory for his driving test later this afternoon,i wished him the best of luck,..& really meant it.

still no word from my son,..as is always the way i shall be the last to know whats going on with him,....just like the nirvana album-nevermind!

today was really sunny,a great day,as i sit here now,looking through an upstairs window,...there are clouds beginning to engulf a beautiful red night sky,..believe me,its a great sight,I've seen it a hundred times yet it will always take my breath away & leave me unable to find the words to explain it properly to you,mother nature will never cease to amaze me,..i really love her.

oh,cushty,one day left,..at some point i will have welcome guests over the next couple of days.

i had a few drinks tonight.

song of the day:roxy music,same old scene

ahh,two more days to go,hurry up weekend,..i'm just wishing my life away arent i.

had a so so day at work,which aint so bad,everything that has been dug out of the foundations i have to fill back in with concrete starting tomo,..seems wierd,you dig it all out then fill it all back in again,well,thats life i guess.

my son blew me out tonight,dont you just love it when you plan something with yr kids & they wont even answer their phone to you,no point in worrying about such things,cant let stuff like that get to you,whats the point?,i'm sure he will resurface in good time.

i had an e-mail from my old best mate tonight,he has lived in taiwan since 1997,he has married & had a daughter there.he works as an english teacher & seems to be doing alright for himself,...as in seems happy.he has asked me to visit him a bunch of times,says he could get me a start working with him,..why dont i just go for it,get away from where i am now,what do i have here,..a son to whom i will only ever be a second choice if there isnt anything better to do,...i havnt had a girlfriend for two years maybe more,...i have no friends here,i have the money to leave,..i havnt had a holiday since '95,..i really do think i need some change in my life,something to wake me up.

i got a bit down today so decided that going ahead & buying myself a new camera would cheer me up,..so i did!,i am now the proud owner of a fujifilm fine pix s5800,it cost me£120,reduced from £170,i think,..it looks bloody marvelous,seems a real step up from my old hp photosmart m415,(hark at me with the tech chat,not really me at all!)the guy who sold it to me was quite humorous,...he made me smile,& when i smiled it made me realise how miserable i had felt about ten minutes before that,when i smile it uplifts everything about me,.not just my face.

i noticed thunderbolt & lightfoot was on tv last night,too late for me though,..what a great movie that is,i shall have to get it on dvd.

song of the day:10,000 maniacs whats the matter here.

i had a few drinks today. 

well,at least Monday is out the way,..& I'm very sober,wow,hold on,i haven't been drunk since Friday,thats like three days,i haven't been without a drink for three days in about a year,maybe more-good for me,..wait a minute,i think the fact I've had a really sore throat has helped me out here,otherwise i might(probably would)have drunk every day.

i went to the doctors today because i was a little bit worried about my sore throat,they said i could get an appointment in two weeks,.what,two weeks?,what if i had a tonsil infection?,i put on a bit of the old charm,(i personally didn't think i had any left!)& ended up getting an appointment for the same afternoon,..there's life in the old dog yet!..anyway,there's nothing wrong with me,just a really sore throat.

sonny(my son, in case you didn't know,i don't know if anybody has read my blog more than once)  phoned this evening,we are seeing each other to-mo,let you know how it goes.

i had an e-mail from the dutch girl who stayed here a year or so ago,she will be visiting here this weekend with her boyfriend,might take us all out for an Indian meal & a few beers,..or,might make my own Indian curry here,really put a posh spread on,some wine & beers,background music-WHAT DO YOU THINK?,..if more than two people reading this vote for what they would prefer i will go with what is the more popular vote,i will,of course let you know how it goes.

anyway,enough from me,I'm off,..blimey,I'm in a really good mood tonight!

laters. 

been a very quiet weekend,havnt been drinking at all,mainly due to the  really sore throat i have at the moment,its killing me,i can hardly swallow at the moment,very uncomfortable & fairly unpleasent.

wow,how weird is it waking up with no hang over on a sunday morning,it was so different.i was out the front door for a walk by 8 this morning,its still warm but it was drizzling,i took my camera but couldnt find anything to shoot,perhaps i just wasnt in the mood for it.

it was also strange being sober saturday night,i could hear a party across the road,people getting drunk & silly,having a good time,..& theres me sober as a judge,...different!

well,ive been stuck in front of this computer all weekend,if a computer is good at one thing its wasting time.

i need some new locations to take pictures of,i think i've done the local area to me to death,i will have to spread my wings & travel a little further,i already have a couple of spots in mind,will try to get to them during the week. 

hello,one more day to go,..it feels really good.

have had a change of scenery at work,am not digging out the ground for foundations till next week now,instead i am painting one of my bosses houses & it seems really easy-which is cool.

am seeing my son tonight,if he doesnt blow me out we shall be grabbing some take away food & heading for the shore,chill out for a while & chat,ya know,put the world to rights & all that.

it was my neices birthday yesterday & she had a bbq round my parents house,by the time i got there the kids were really running wild,especially one who attends a special school,she manages to really do the adults heads in.my sister had to go home with my nephew early because he was freaking out with some kind of panic attack,..at one point i looked round at the mayhem & realised how completely disfunctional my family can be,..it didnt get me down it just kind of made me laugh.

hi,again.sonny & myself went to the movies last night,it was a really good night right from the start.i picked him up from his mothers & had a really long chat/gossip with his mother & her boyfriend,..the woman across the road has been a prostitute for ages,she charges £100 per hour,...blimey,she must be good,..mind you anyone who can last an hour must be pretty good too!.she has been leading a triple life,having three relationships/family's going all at once,..she had a tattoo saying peter by her naughty bits,she told one of her partners that it was her brothers name,..lately she told another one that her brother & mother had died in a week of one another & had to leave town for a week to see her family,..she just left one bloke & went & stayed with another for a week,..& all the time she was on the game(a prostitute)as well,..wow,do i lead a quiet life.

anyway,getting back to the movies,sonny & i really enjoyed "the dark knight",it was fabulous.the film has been getting rave reviews for ages,but i kind of put it down to the fact that heath ledger had died shortly after his role of the joker,.i was really wrong-heath ledgers joker was one of the best film characters ever,the joker really does steal the film,he really reminded me of how i first felt about Tyler durden of fight club,....or how i felt about Patrick batemen of American psycho,both really dark characters that,well-kinda  appealed to me in some ways.you should go & see this film.

sonny has surprised me by going to the marine careers office & trying to enlist,they are interested in him,he has to get an eye test today & fill in some serious forms too.he asked me if he had let me down by not trying to join the police force as he had first intended,no way i said,i told him he would only let me down if he didn't follow his heart,..i told him to do what felt right to him,..thats if anything can ever feel really right.i asked him if he really understood the implications of what he was beginning to do,..i could tell by the look he gave me that he did,....but,at the same time i saw that look of,..i don't know,..vagueness,apprehension,..like i say,you can never be that sure.he made me feel proud of him,..& that made me realize even more that he has no good reason to be proud of me.

wow,..it is so hot today,& there is nothing worse than a bad hangover when its this hot.ended up having a few people round for a BBQ yesterday,& obviously there was alcohol involved,it was a good day though,a really good laugh.after everyone left i carried on drinking,..of course!stayed up till about 3am watching atonement,if you haven't seen it before watch it,its really good,Kira knightly looks absolutely stunning in it,i will have to find out who directed it & track down some more of their films,..for my future viewing pleasure!

i am really looking forward to seeing the new batman film tomo,....i guess i should also say that i am really looking forward to seeing my son too,.......

well,it would seem today is going to be a very boring,slow,steamy Sunday.  

got well carried away last night,drank about a dozen cans of beer then whacked down a bottle of red wine,my head,as you can imagine is well mashed,..i also woke up with a seriously bad attitude-bear with a a sore Head indeed.watched American gangster & in bruges last night,both are seriously great films,i would recommend them highly.

my son called last night,took him two days to surface after blowing me out Wednesday night,he then had the front to try to accuse me of not turning up,needless to say i put him in his place.weird how he always calls on pay day,for f**ks sake hes 18 in October,who gets pocket money at that age,i have been earning my own way since i was 12,i started with a paper round,progressed to a market stall,have worked ever since,the only time i have been out of work is when i didn't want work.

took some good pictures while i was drunk last night,quite strange pictures,put em on the internet. 

at the moment it is hard to beleive i will end up drinking again today,but i probably will,..i hope i can get up early tomo morning so i can take a long walk around town taking photos,.the world to myself for a couple of hours,...heaven.

well,my son still hasn't called,..mind you i did leave my mobile phone at work in someones garden,..never mind.

i got home from work today & just by chance i caught the tea time news,barack obama was on,the news was showing the speech he made in Berlin today,......wow!,as far as politics or politicians go,there isn't much that takes my attention,as far as i see they are all as bad as each other,they offer me,nor no one in my position anything to smile about,i have listened to their words before & they have always gone in one ear & straight out the other,..never leaving any impression,then today i hear barack's Berlin speech,it really struck a chord in me,him,his attitude,his words & presence,.i really felt i was watching & listening to a great & good man,i feel he is a force for good,..then,all of a sudden i felt sad,..sad because the only other man i ever thought of as good,Gandhi,payed dearly for his goodness,& i am really worried that obama will pay the same price,...really good people dont last long in a world that mostly seems really bad.

its actually just a couple of hours since i wrote my last blog,my son stood me up/blew me out-however you choose to put it,i went round to pick him up but he wasn't there,i phoned him but he wouldn't answer,..I'm a big boy,life is way too short to be bothered by such trivial things!.on my way home i thought i would treat myself to a loverly king prawn curry,Chinese,...with prawn crackers & a can of coke,  yes,that is right,A CAN OF COKE,no drink for me tonight,thank-you very much indeed.the curry was nice,its been years since i had a takeaway meal while i was sober-it actually tastes quite nice,I'm really bloated.

Micheal palin is on tv traveling across the Sahara,its really inspiring me,i have not traveled since 1995,..wow,thats thirteen years,i have money in the bank,i ain't a millionaire or nothing,i can always muster a few thousand pounds,i should get off my lazy arse & visit some places,Paris & Vietnam come to mind straight away,..who knows i might even meet the love of my life,..LIGHTNING CAN STRIKE!

the last time i traveled i went all the way through Thailand & the Indonesian islands,..it was marvelous,a life affirming experience,..after that i worked on a farm in Australia,...really great times,..when i arrived back in england i looked down from the plane & thought,"what am i doing back here?"-my life went down hill fast from thereon in,i started doing too many drugs & pulled away from everyone i knew,things have got a bit better since,at least i am on a level field now,i think that expecting to be happy is foolish,..if some happiness comes along & i am lucky enough for it to smile upon me then i will let it in & enjoy it,..I'm sure it will not last long,experience has shown me that.

anyway I'm going to leave it at that,I'm getting deep & starting to moan,later alligator!

we are now past the half way point,two more days of work left to do,bloody marvelous!

am very sober as seeing my son tonight,going for a subway salad bowl because that is all he'll eat,he can be a bit of a ponce,i would rather go to different places & try different things but if that is what he wants,then who am i to argue.the weather outside is really great,summer is here big time this week.i will want to see the new bat man film next week,..hope he fancies it too!

i got really silly drunk last night,& to top it off i went on the Internet,this can be a really bad idea sometimes,& left a message for someone on another site,it was their birthday,as you can imagine it was a bit over the top,...seemed like a good idea at the time,..alot of silly things do after a few too many drinks,just as well it wasn't insulting or disrespectful.

i must admit i felt a bit hammered today at work,i think i hid it well,..after all i have had alot of practice.its really nice to have a sober night like tonight,i know I'll feel good tomo & work & the socializing that goes with it will seem a whole lot easier,maybe i can make it two days on the trot,that would be great,..but,i make no promises,..i don't deliberately let people down.  

as another sunday dawns my head spins with another hangover-wow,that was almost poetic,only almost though!.went to my sisters friday night & cooked pork chow mein,it was really tasty,really easy & the kids & us loved it.watched "the recruit" with colin farrel & alpacino,..not bad,i like spy or goverment thrillers anyway.had a bbq saturday & had a couple of people round,got badly drunk,....dont you just hate that thing where you look at the pictures you took the night before & they are completely insane & you cant remember taking them,i had that badly this morning,hope i didnt make too much of a fool of myself,..alough in the grand scheme of things it probably doesnt matter too much.

i managed to get up really early saturday morning & went walking with my camera,got some great shots,one was on a building site about five storeys up,someone had written,"I AM,WE ARE",in bright paint.

i think today will be a typical sunday for me,indoors nursing a hangover messing around on my computer. 

as far as thursdays go,today wasnt half bad!,...by the way,..hi.

one more day of work to go,bloody hell that feels marvelous,..& just to add to the occasion my boss is away all day,i probably wont be working late tomo!,..know what i mean?

gotta go shopping after work for ingreadients for chicken balti,.which is what i'm cooking for my sister/nephew/neice tomo night-have i mentioned before how much i love them,..if not,its bloody loads.we shall be watching the movie "you kill me",let ya know what its like,i think it'll be great,tea leoni is in it,shes gorgeous.

am planning on a really long walk around the city i live in saturday morning to take photo's,should be good exercise/hangover cure.

song of the day:"one fine day",by natalie merchant.

i look right:"ledgers uncle arrested",..i think that family has had enough bad luck.